Still can't close my car door.
There's a little slit about a foot from the bottom where something on the car slides into and a mechanism comes down and locks it in place...
Well, that mechanism is partially down and for the life of me and my dad we can't push it back/up or forward/down (not quite certain which way it needs to go) so for... the fourth day (and counting) I'm unable to (safely) use my car and have to hold it shut by tying it up inside to the steering wheel and gear shift in hopes of no one stealing anything.
Then I saw my parents today... which is great... but I kinda miss them already...
And my uncle is in the hospital again... he's in bad shape... surprised he's lasted this long but, sadly, wouldn't be surprised if he didn't make it out this time.. or next...
Was declined Medical Insurance... really needed that... mostly for dental but still good to have "in case of an emergency"...
Lastly, and minorly, I have to create a webpage about myself again for my "Global Protocol and Diversity" class. Not "hard" just time consuming since I'm fickle and prefer doing everything with HTML instead of some "webpage wizard/step-by-step creator" that's too easy.

Not the worse going on... and could always get worse but... it's still stressful and such...

Hit it with a hammer.

That always works when I have an issue with... anything.

I miss him
& I want to kill someone else because of it.

Thank you, Red
It'll just take a loooooot of time {and drugs....kidding} to deal with this.

I can't tell if I have a migraine.
There's a weird kinda pain in the side of my head (like the ones I get when I have a migraine) but that's it. No other symptoms. Maybe it's just creeping up on me very slowly.

I'm PMS, which means that right now any little thing will piss me off and make me want to kill someone.

I keep losing my lovely buttons off my bag. I bought a little black bag from Hot Topic (you get them for a dollar and its donated to music programs, so I donate whenever I can.) Anyway, it was rather plain and perfect for plastering buttons all over. But I keep losing them.

I lost my faerie one, my gun one, my skelekitty one, and a special one that I'll never be able to replace.

You see a friend of mine took a button from one of her friends. Her friend is a boy I really like. (My friends call it my obsession, but I wouldn't go that far.) And she told me about it, and I took the button from her. (With her permission, though she was borrowing it.) I tried to give it back to him, and he let me keep it.

And I lost that particular button yesterday. I want to build up a little collection of buttons but they always disappear whenever I get more than 8.

It probably seems like a ridiculous thing to complain about, but I really really hate losing things. Just a few weeks ago I lost a ring that I'd had for 4 years. I can remember pretty much every possession I've lost. For some reason it just kind of stays with me.

My "Global Protocol and Diversity" teacher is an idiot... or perhaps clueless... maybe lazy. I honestly don't know. It's an online class so it's hard to judge character... especially when you get little-no communication from him.

Spoiler:

Thus far we've had two "quizzes" over the syllabus and about ourselves. Our next big project was create a webpage describing ourselves... only we're required to use WebCT's HTML Creator which is Java based so... needless to say not all computer systems (especially older/slower ones) will be able to handle it. In addition to this, it does not recognize every HTML code or (funnily enough) some (perhaps all) javascript. Fortunately, I'm demi-advanced in HTML coding... and pretty damn smart. I did all the coding in Microsoft Word so I'd be able to work on it offline, view it more easily, and probably some other reasons I can't think of atm. After I got it coding, I created a Freewebs account for the class as I always do when I have to create a webpage for class. Uploaded the coding, previewed the page, modified the coding in MSWord, copied & paste to Freewebs Advanced HTML error, modified/repeated until perfection. Copied that coding to the WebCT HTML Creator, discovered WYSIWYG... a piece of crap software and limitations I can't even scratch the surface on adjusting/fixing when my coding was already mostly basic. So... created a notice at the top of "If this background is white then click THIS LINK to see how this page is SUPPOSED to look (no thanks to WebCT)." Our next "real" project is due Feb 22 (based on available information, we have one major assignment a month at this rate), he never/has yet to reply to questions asked in the Q&A forum (such as "can we use Geocities..." for our assignment now past due)... Rabble rabble rabble Required to turn the .html file into a .zip file before emailing it to him. Seriously?!? WTH is the purpose of zipping ONE single !@#$%ing file?!? Ugh... Anyways, I'm glad this is an easy class and I should get an A from the looks of things... at least at this rate... But man, it annoys me when I KNOW I could easily do a better job than him (or anyone.) I hope he's one of those instructors that ask for students' feedback at the end of the semester... cos I have quite a few "suggestions" for him to say the least.

Other than that...
Same ol sh*t but... I feel okay I guess...
Being able to drive would be super but...

Not looking forward to going home but have tomorrow off so...
again
UPs, DOWNs, and everywhere in between I guess. At least I know I'll pull through like always, after all... "it can't rain all the time".


Shame $50 of peoplenip doesn't go half as far as it used to...

Yeah I know. I can't keep avoiding him forever.
Hopefully he can give me something that works.

I'm down to my last pair of black tights. WTF happened to all my tights? Where did they go? I cannot survive without them!!!

I cringed today as I watched $40 000 worth of appliances being delivered.
They can't even be bothered to give us cafeteria workers a freaking raise.
And our local college is using our kitchen for an apprentice program so they'll be making tons of money from that. WTF!!

I think I'm being kinda' stalked. This guy won't stop texting me and keeps trying to get me to go out with him and I swear he reads every little thing I post on facebook. He's getting really annoying! Yes, I said I'd be his friend I said NOTHING about dating. I also think he lied when he said he was heathen. It's just some of the things he's said and how hes acted in the past don't match the religion. I'd be really sad if he made that up in the pathetic attempt to think it'd make me want to date the b*stard.

That's why Facebook is also called stalkerbook.I try not to put personal things n my Facebook if I can help it since I'm mostly there for the games.You have to be really careful about who you trust there.

New Rant. My computer is p!ssing me off! I'm trying to watch Zeitgeist over the Internet and my computer stops playing it every few minutes and I have to do a clicking dance to make it realize it has it loaded to that point and should play. Google videos is playing better than YouTube was I'll admit, but it's still p!ssing me off!

My page bangs are a bit off.

I miss my consort.