Dead Inside~Danzig

How does it feel when you're dead inside
Lost someone to the other side
Felt so bad 'cause you didn't cry
Couldn't shed a tear cause you're dead inside

How does it feel when you're cold inside
Emptiness constant at your side
Freezing ever secret thought you hide
Motionless, frozen hell design

It Feels Vulger(x4)

How does it feel when you're lost and blind
Loneliness is your only guide
And how does it feel when you're black inside
Numbness calls from your inner eye

It feels Vulgure (x4)

The Last Song I'm Wasting On You- Evanescence's Amy Lee


Sparkling grey
They're my own veins

Any more than a whisper
Any sudden movement of my heart
And I know
I know I'll have to watch them pass away

Just get through this day

Give up my way
And I could be anything
Give up my way
And lose myself

Not today
That's too much guilt to pay

Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
Honey you know
You know I'd never hurt you that way

You're just so pretty in your pain

Give up my way
And I could be anything
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless
Hate
Hate
Hate
Hate

So run
Run
Run
And hate me
If it feels good
I can't hear your screams anymore

You lied to me
But I'm older now
And I'm not buying baby

Demanding my response
Don't bother breaking the door down
I found my way out

And you'll never hurt me again

Death Cab for Cutie - What Sarah Said

And it came to me then
That every plan is a tiny prayer to Father Time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
That I'd already taken too much today
As each descending peak on the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
But I knew that you were a truth
I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all
And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes around and everyone lifts their head
But I'm thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who's going to watch you die
So who's going to watch you die
So who's going to watch you die




Reminds me of my grandad's last few months in the hospital... he passed away last August...

Nice to see Deathcab already mentioned...I NEVER make it through their Plans album without bursting into sobs.

For me, Black Tape for A Blue Girl always starts the waterworks too...

Black Tape for A Blue Girl ~ Dagger

if i could look down from the vantage of an enraged god
i'd pass judgement on your betrayal
proceed with your punishment
scratch that apologetic smile
from your beautiful face
convert my falling tears to daggers that impale you
pierce the flesh i love
and drive the life from your body
the lovely body i've held to mine
our last moments filled with pain
and unspeakable pleasure
our last moments filled with pain
and unspeakable pleasure

i would lick your wounds
and kiss the blood from your eyes
our bodies entangled like lovers locked
as existence fades from your silver eyes
intimately you hold me
in an instant of enlightenment
i'd like to think you see what's lost

the two of us will end
the beauty sentenced to death
the two of us will end

if had the will of a god
i'd leave you impaled to die
but i don't have the will of a god
i kneel in the street
with my anger spent

i betray myself
for years on end
breathing is so difficult
when you've chosen to suffocate

i love purple

Sara McLachlan's

Fear

Morning smiles
like the face of a newborn child
innocent unknowing
Winter's end
promises of a long lost friend
speaks to me of comfort
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like
better than to fall
but I fear I have nothing to give
Wind in time
rapes the flower trembling on the vine
nothing yields to shelter it
from above
they say temptation will destroy our love
the never ending hunger
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like
better than to fall
but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
I have nothing to give
We have so much to lose...

Code 64 Every Moment- this song makes me bawl incessantly, I only listen to this song sometimes.

Maybe we'll meet again some day
Though we chose different ways
I will always remember
The moments we shared
Since the day we parted
I?ve been asking myself
If this was a mistake
If I should have stayed

I'm sorry if I ran away
I couldn?t breath I couldn?t stay
Now this heartache
Won?t go away

Maybe it will feel like yesterday
If we were to meet
Once again
It hurts so much
It drives me insane
If this were to happen one day
I don't know what I would choose to say
I keep asking myself
If I should have stayed

Skeleton Song- Sevendust


I'll stay right here with all these familiar faces
And shut-out everyone else from the world we created
Instead of becoming the sick and twisted
I'll lose myself in a song again

And There's nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
Will save my life tonight

Was it that hard - to open the door to faith
When everyone feels the same
A different face but on the same page
And I don't need something - that hurts more than nothing
So I lose myself in a song again

And There's nothing wrong
In being far from right
Another skeleton song
Stuck in my head all night
And there's something wrong
When everything goes right
Another skeleton song
Will save my life tonight

So I try my best to see
How you can relate to so much grief
Never stop forgetting why you came to be here
Everybody seems to be- crying themselves to sleep
Wake up for me and find another place to go

ANYTHING BY: The Swell Season

I love the band RED

Pieces.

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole

I love that song Lex.
As well as their song 'Run'.

"Love Will Find a Way" from The Lion King 2. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnPQu87Hel4&feature=related

KIARA:
In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But some where in my secret heart

I know
Love will find a way
Any where we go
I'm home
If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day
Some how we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

KOVU:
I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies

There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes

KIARA and KOVU:
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you

They'd know
Love will find a way
Any where we go
we're home
If we are there together

Like dark turning into day
Some how we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

Love Is Dead


This is the hardest part when your feel like fading
all that you had is become unreal, collapsing and aching


All that I want All that I want was right here

Love dont live here any more
love is dead love, love is gone, love dont live here anymore
Love don't live here anymore
love is dead, love is gone, love dont live here anymore


I know that you think of me when your
inside her
beside her
It must be hard for you to
hide it
deny it


All I want all I want was right here


Love dont live here any more
Love is dead, love is gone, love dont live here anymore
Love dont live here anymore
love is dead, love is gone, love dont live here anymore

Volcano by Damian Rice; this song tugs at me deeply.

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that
In front of me
I kissed your mouth your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains And I'll ask for the sea

What I give to you
Is just what I'm going through
This is nothing new
No no just another phase of finding what I really need I
s what makes me bleed
And like a new disease she's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt me down
She's still too young
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me




VNV Nation - Illusion

I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim that
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, I'm still not sure
What I do know is, to use the world is different
As we are to the world but, I guess you would know that

Evanescence: Fallen ~ "Hello"

Quote:

Playground school bell rings again Rain clouds come to play again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to Hello If I smile and don't believe Soon I know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello I am the lie living for you so you can hide Don't cry Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping Hello I'm still here All that's left of yesterday

not a "crying" song but one of the sadder songs of the 90's... Alice in Chains- Don't Follow

Avril Lavigne- When your gone
Backstreet Boys- Don't wanna lose you now
Backstreet Boys- I need you tonight
Bowling for soup- If you come back to me
Celine Dion- It's all coming back to me
Dixie Chicks- Cold day in July
Dixie Chicks- heartbreak town
Dixie Chicks- You were mine
Evanesance- My last breath
Fergie- Big girls don't cry
JoJo- Too little too late
REM- Nights swimming
REM- Everybody hurts
Petula Clark- Kiss me good-bye
Tat- Stay up
Taylor Swift- Teardrops on my guitar

Those are to just name a few. I have to be in a bad or crying mood if anything would make me cry though.

Sally's Song from The Nightmare Before Christmas



I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one

VNV Nation-Illusion
The video makes it even worse

Which video? I found a really sad one on YouTube last year that was titled 'dollface' that was pretty depressing.