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 |  Subject: Untitled #008  Fri Nov 14, 2008 4:39 am | |
| | Quote: | Smoking a cigarette in the rain
Wondering if everything has changed
Not knowing who I am anymore
Trying harder not to be who I was
Fallen to the demons of the past
Abuse, pain, mind games
No longer innocent in this world
Corrupted from outside
Tainted within
Looking around, searching for a sign
Freezing as time moves on by
Inhaling deeply as poison fills the lungs
We’re all going to die anyways
Figuring the odds versus other possible ways
Getting soaked to the bone
A chill within the soul
Crying tears camouflaged in the drizzle
So lost, confused, hurting
Not knowing what to say or do
Everything was so clear when I was with you
These feelings of being incomplete
For the moment and nothing more
In and out like and open door
Looking around seeing the end
Only to realize it’s the beginning again
Stuck in a loop, limbo, purgatory
Trying to break away
Struggling to be free
From myself, society, and destiny
Closing the eyes to see for the first time
Everything is clear yet jaded in shades of grey
Wishing I could find the words to say to you
Bring light to the dark, clarity to the obscure
Wave a magic wand to make things right
Holding you in my arms lovingly, protective, and tight
Tell me the things I need to hear
Yes & No – everything will be alright
Yearning for you to be near
Feelings of lost, confusion, and incomplete
Only temporary or so it seems
Breathing in, choking on air
Another breath, it all becomes clear
Patience is a virtue
One of many gifts from me to you
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