I will not be on the boards any longer... at least not now. I think it is best if I take a break, and let the dust settle. I appear to be a source of much of the tension and animosity here, and for the betterment of the whole board, I think I should leave. I don't think I will be permanently absent, but I can't be here when I feel everything I say is wrong, or taken the wrong way. I joined you amazing people, hoping for like-minded connections and an open home... and I don't feel comfortable here right now, with certain members and topics taboo as they are.

PLEASE don't take this the wrong way... I'm not trying to be dramatic, I am trying to be honest about my feelings. And my feeling right now is that I am a teeny fish in a huge pond... I feel very alone.

I love you guys, and I hope that all the immaturity here can settle quickly... I will hate being gone.

-Akasha

This is clearly one of those moments when I've missed something...like walking in on the end of a story and not knowing what's going on. I think I'm happy about that though, because ignorance is bliss, and I'd rather not know what the deal is.

See you later Akasha's Mistake, hope whatever the issue is corrects itself.

I don't know what to say but that if you want and feel you should take a break...Takecare while gone and know we will be thinking of you wishing you well!

... and Thankyou,

Much Love to You

I do wish you didn't feel as if you are a teeny fish in a great pond.

I know you and I are butting heads as of late, and for that I'm truly sorry. Regardless of our differences, this board will not be the same without you.

Take your time Akasha ...there are just some things we as human beings need to do and taking a breather and thinking is one of those. I will surely miss you.

We'll miss you a whole bunches Akasha! Things just won't be the same around here without you. If you need anything at all, you know where to find me dear.

Have fun on your break and see you when/if you decide to come back

That's just sad. Have fun taking your break and whatnot. Hope to have you around here again!

No idea what is going on so will just say that we have talked before in the chat room and I like you so hope you are OK.

hai u gaiz... wuts goin on in dis thread?

No its a much longer and deeper story, however, no offense it no one elses business... Akasha I hope you find the rest and peace in which you search for and the calm the kills your storm. We all love you here and we can't wait for your return. We are not only friends here but we are all your family! We miss you already, best of luck kido

its not the political issues ... this may be part or a portion but not even close to the whole puzzle

*has no clue what's going on*
Bye Akasha!!

You are part of the backbone of this forum! Don't leave please!

I totally agree with Max.

Akasha says hi to everybody, she misses us all like mad and she'll be back amongst us very soon

Then this was the most pointless resignation of all time lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saying that;be nice to see her again so not complaining!!!!!!!!!!

I think it's more of a head clearing thing - I know I have had to clear my head often at the moment and it does help!

I think that it is much more than that............

I believe that somebody was cruel.

I have no answers and can say no more.

I have no answers either and no questions. I just want everybody on here to remain a big happy family and if one has to step outside to take a breath and then come back feeling better then that's fine by me.

If any bad people come by, I'll be sitting on the stoop with my rifle and my bottle of sour mash