Smoking on a cigarette
Poisoning my lungs
Darkest of black
A disease
An escape
Fade into nothingness
Free from the passage of time
Drinking to get drunk
Numbing the mind
Numbing the pain
Nothing is as it seems
Inhibitions
Truth
Free me from myself
Shine of a silver blade
Deep gashes on the wrist
No holding back
Bleeding drops of rubies
Drip
Drop
Collapse upon the floor
Flames engulf the carpet
A brilliant sight to see
Blacked out from the booze
No pain from heat
No suffocation
Pale and pure as Winter’s snow
Cold
Sweet, sweet relief