^^She is literally turning Religion into English.

My digestive system hasn't been agreeing with me for the last two days. I've been in some crazy pain.

^^I can empathize with the stomach pain Had a terrible one all day. Gaviscon has been a great friend, however.

Longest f**king day will turn into an even longer night. A&P studying for a test tomorrow will commence after a quick shower

Again my home is falling apart. The wall spout in my main bathtub has completely broken (I accidentally dropped my shower head on top of it, which broke the pipe encased in the spout sleeve. The only way I can fix it is by replacing the entire damn thing, and by doing that, I have to cut out the wall behind it so that I can get access to the fixture. Ah goddammit

^^ Oh man, that really sucks. Will it cost a lot of money to get all that fixed?

^^It's good to have handy family.

Does my husband not realize that I too, come home tired from work? That I have school work to do many nights? That sometimes I just want to sit and relax all evening, just like him? He keeps asking me to do things and gets all huffy puffy when I don't. I'm sorry I can't look up those details online for you right now, I'm still eating my f**king dinner!

I really don't want to go on the air tomorrow. I just want to get out of class and then go home. I should have told my professor when I was talking to him that I would like two weeks off. This is going to suck. It is really bothering me that radio is one thing I love to do, but as of late my show has been more of a burden then a joy.

Today has been a very crazy, crazy day.

My brother's anxiety has hit new levels, and a couple that I went camping with over Labor Day weekend were found murdered today. My head is pounding as everything tries to sink in.

^^What?! Murdered? That's pretty scary stuff. Were you really close to the couple? I'm really sorry.

Diva- The couple were acquaintances of ours, and were always at the same things I went to. (camping, my sister's parties, ans so on) They were very likeable people, nothing bad can be said. But thank you, Diva

DCGG- I will, it would take to long to type out anyway.

I am feeling so out of sorts. I hate school & my schedule, I haven't had time to see my boyfriend or my friends. When I try to relax all I do is panic about homework & what I need to do. I'm making him upset because I'm upset. My stomach issues have been flaring really badly the last two weeks on top of it all. It's all a big frakkin mess right now.

I hate it when the assignment asks for MY OPINION about something but the professor takes off points because I didn't use cite any "scholarly" sources. Whatever. It's only the third week of classes and I still have a 90 average so I'll be fine.

1) I really don't want to go back to CMU anymore. I'm at the point where I was crying just thinking about going back. It's not that I don't like my education, I just can't stand how depressed I feel out there and missing my support system.

2) The baptism yesterday was lovely. My uncle asked me to be his alter server last minute because I was the only one there that knew how to do it that didn't have something they had to do for the baby. (My uncle is a catholic priest.) Only main problem I had was I was in heels and I knew my feet would hurt... I was wrong.

I don't know what happened, but my uncles voice started going in and out. I started feeling like I was going to pass out. I was doing everything I can to just stand there and not make a scene. (It's a little hard when you are standing in front of a group of people holding up the book for a priest to read from.) I then started to feel like I was going to throw up. I started sweating a storm. Luckily I was able to keep myself in good order not to have anything happen. When I told my uncle, he said he knew something was wrong because he didn't understand why I was so shakey. I was definately very scared.

I don't know what happened, but everything is wiped off my computer. Icons, documents, photos, everything! So frustrated right now >

^^Oh sh*t!

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