I keeps snowing here. I'm tired of snow. Luckily it isn't that cold outside. I'm just hoping the weather that they are predicting for friday is wrong. It's saying that it is supposed to be a mix of snow, sleet, and rain all day. Back at home it's supposed to be 40 and rainy. Just as long as I can get on the road without ice or snow I'll be happy. Even if it is only being in those conditions safely for a few minutes and then I'm out of it.

can't sleep

I don't know where else to put this, so it is going here. I don't know what is going on with me lately. I'll be sitting around online, watching tv, or doing homework when all of a sudden I think of one small little random thing. This little small thing will be something that matt has done or has happened with him. Out of nowhere I will start to feel completely enraged by him and the little thing that happened. I will go over in my head repeatedly all the things I should have told him or should tell him now. After a while those feelings will go away and I feel torn. A part of me still wants to yell at him and say he isn't stepping up and being a man. Another part of me is saying he is trying and even though it is taking him a while, he has made changes.

My GI tract is acting up again.

Every time I think I'm sane I just go tumbling back into the abyss of mental illness.

I don't want to go to anymore of my classes today. The next one is just going to be a presentation and the last one is just going to be a pain in my a$$ because I have to sit there for 3 hours. Stupid mondays. If it was friday I'd be half way home.

Catching up:

Nsane: I hate crappy, inconsiderate neighbors -- I remember what that was like. Hope you can move soon.

La Diva Carlotta wrote:

My GI tract is acting up again.

I'm sorry, girl. Mine's acting funny too.

Emmature wrote:

Every time I think I'm sane I just go tumbling back into the abyss of mental illness.

Emma, if you want to talk or just vent, please just message me or email me.

deadcoldgothgirl wrote:

I don't want to go to anymore of my classes today. The next one is just going to be a presentation and the last one is just going to be a pain in my a$$ because I have to sit there for 3 hours. Stupid mondays. If it was friday I'd be half way home.

Monday tedium plus restlessness... I know. I'm sorry.

^^ Good -- hope they are! Sorry about the E string though.

What?! I was waiting for this to go on sale, and I waited so damn long that they don't have it in purple anymore. Arrgh!

Maybe this in green will have to be my consolation gift. Or this in carbon. I do have a $10 gift certificate.

I was hoping today would be better, but my body is hating on me. Not to get too graphic, but my intestines hated me so I had to spend a good amount of time in the little girls room. On top of that now my stomach and intestines are making loud angry yelling sounds at me. I don't know what I ate that caused this, what to do to stop it, and when I will feel better. I still have two hours left of walking I have to do today to get to and from buildings on campus.

Got a nasty toothache last night and couldn't get any sleep. I dragged myself to the dentist this morning. Had a cavity filled and I'll have to see the oral surgeon on the 11th to have my wisdom tooth pulled. Oy!

^^Nope. LOL But I'm beginning to think that by getting dental implants I will finally have the choppers mother nature never gave me. Oooh...maybe I could get sharp fang dental implants. Chomp chomp chomp! LOL

My headache has not gone away yet. Upsetting. I don't wanna do homework but I know I have to get it done. I have to pick a non profit organization to make a logo for and I have to do copy writing homework. If I get it done tonight then I can have him look it over tomorrow and turn in the finished product on thursday. If I do it tomorrow then I'm on my own and turn it in on thursday or friday. Mostly thursday though because friday I want to get into class as long as I have to be and then get the hell out. That way I can rush to my car and go home.

I got a nasty migraine headache this afternoon that lasted until about a few minutes ago. I had a class tonight and thought I was going to die because of the bright fluorescent lighting was making my headache worse. So happy to be home...no harsh lighting here.

My instructors haven't yet posted the final grades for the quarter and I'm freaking out!

My computer seems to be lagging a bit. Ugh. Time is going by so slowly.

I've got a bit of a headache. ack