I think I twisted my ankle today walking to the student union. I had problems walking home and it was really hot today. I was sweating just sitting in the shade. It hurts just to stand. I think I'm going to have an issue going to class this week.

^^Who the hell steals a bed frame?! That's some f**ked up sh*t right there. I really hope you're able to get that mess sorted out.

That is messed up. I hope you can get that worked out.

I think I have a UTI. Time to start drinking cranberry juice again. Stupid bladder!

^ I hope you feel better soon Diva.


Nsane - Hopefully there's been some good news of something
being done for you regarding your stolen bedframe. for that too.

I'm so tired my eyes burn. I'm not liking the feeling.

Classes start tomorrow and my husband forgot to pay my tuition. Grrrrrr.....

I don't want to leave home

I hate when I say something and matt will shoot me down or tell me I'm wrong about something I said weather it be about me or something else. I can admit to being wrong, but it just bugs the crap out of me when I will say I did this and he will argue with me that it is impossible or I'm lying.

^Sounds like Dan. It bugs the ever-living crap out of me. Even when it's right he has to actually see it for himself before believing what I said. freakin men

My mandatory leave from work has become permanent- Now I must find another job. Except they were right. My mental state... has been better. But neither my psychiatric nurse nor caseworker consider my recent hallucinations bad enough to get me more/other pills or psychiatric care more frequently than once every two months. I want to go somewhere else, but I can't afford it because I don't have a job.

So yeah, that's why my foruming has been sporadic.

But I'm doing what I can to stay positive. After all, Halloween is just around the corner!

^ I am sorry to hear that, Emma. Hope everything works out soon for you

I miss everything. I miss him, I miss them, I miss the way things used to be. Last year was liberating. This year has sucked. My rant is completely personal, but I feel more stifled & held back than I've felt in a long time. There are a lot of things that need to change....
Everything has felt so deeply nostalgic lately.

Thank you Red & nsane
I am hoping things will progress here soonly as well.
About the lesbian comment, I can agree with that. I mean, not all men are like that, but a lot of them are. It's frustrating as hell & I am not one that likes to argue so it's even more annoying. There are days when I just want to go on a tangent about it, but I don't. This may lead to shaken-pop-bottle syndrome & word-vomit in the end, but I'll deal with it haha
My other issues for today: One of my best friend's brother died in a tractor accident on Saturday & his wake is tonight & the funeral is tomorrow morning. I feel so bad for her & her family. They are all very close.

Emmature: I'm so sorry to hear that is going on with you. If you ever need anyone to talk to you know I'm always here for you.

WIR: I wish I could make you feel better. I know how it can feel when everything is going amazing and then total crap just keeps piling up on you. Just remember to keep looking for the light on your way out.

For me... I'm a little mad at this girl matt works with. I guess while they were working last night she kept making fun of matt and kept trying to embarrass him. He was at the point he was so furious he didn't even want to talk to me. Then later he texted me and said sorry. I don't care who you are, the only one allowed to make my fiance feel like crap is me. I kinda want to get some people to give her a talking to since I'm too far to do it myself.

Hugs all around

Well I went back to my other job on Thursday.
Gotta love working in a highschool
I'm not moving anywhere but down there. There is no staff ranks or anything. We are all the same. Only the teacher is like our boss.
Last year I went from working 30 hours a week to 18.
This year our days might be cut a little shorter again. Possibly an hour less a day.
PLUS we aren't considered lunchroom supervisors anymore. We would get paid almost $15.00 an hour for 2 hours a day. Now we just get minimum wage for the whole day. Seems like my paychecks are getting smaller. I might have to work an extra day or 2 at the galley to make up for the money lost.
That place sucks.

Normally I complain about my roommates but today they are crossing the line. I went to class (like a student should do) then when I got back I saw they got a tv box for the tv. I texted one of them and asked how to turn the thing on because it wouldn't turn on. She sends me a text back saying we are going to watch the game tonight. I'm in class and can't help you. Don't f**k with it. That really pissed me off. Then she had the nerve to text me a half our later saying I would have to put in an extra $5 a month for the box. They didn't even ask me if I wanted it or the premium channels to go with it. I'm not paying for that crap. I don't even know why I'm paying as much as I am for this appartment for internet and tv when the change the channel I'm watching and our internet is in and out.

Omg. I was joking about a post I made on facebook. My roommates saw it and blew up over it. They are saying I was disrespecting them and their boyfriend. I was kidding about football being on and it sucking. She just came in my room, yelled at me, then walked out of the apartment and slammed the door. Seriously? And she is trying to say she isn't drama. What the hell was that? I'm hoping when I go talk to the manager tomorrow she can move me and asap. Hopefully it will work out better. I don't want to deal with this crap for a year.