^^ wow. thats amazing!

I was coming back from class, thinking of what I need to do and then I fell and scraped my knee on the concrete! It hurts so bad, and I had to change because I got blood allover my pretty skirt! GRRR!

^^ Oh no! I hope you can get the stain out, DH. Good luck -- cold water plus Woolite or gentle dish soap, as soon as you're able.


My rant (I'm sorry for ranting so much lately):

Rich but stupid customers. They ask for my advice. Then they don't trust it and we need to spend time looking at insipid color choices instead. That they don't like in the end. And they keep asking me, "What do you think?"

I think this exchange should have ended 20 mins. ago. I think you should stop asking for advice you don't accept, because it makes me look like a b!tch for giving it to you. I think my boss thinks I'm not being enough of a brownnose. I think you've given me heartburn and a headache, and taken away my lunch appetite.

But they're spending money. Yay. New job needed, and at the top of the search list. Yeah, I'm going to need a little time to recover from this mood.

Well our teacher lead us to believe our math test would be easy. I even did the practice test to make sure I was ready. Low and behold they were nothing alike. The practice test I did fine on. The real one was like trying to chew rocks. Then after that lovely test I go to my car and find my tire went flat. Thank god I have an air compressor. Now I have a head ache. Today should just end already.

Stupid, stupid, ignorant clients

Taxation and corporate law

Setting up a new company from scratch which takes HOURS

Please somebody tell me that today is almost over

Then again I have to do the same crap over again tomorrow - sometimes I wish I worked in a supermarket

My feet and legs are sooo sore.

Oh and I burned the bottom of my lip on a hot pan while smelling it.
Duh me. It left a mark.

I got a rejection letter in the mail from the other grad school I applied to. I'm not too bothered with the rejection itself. To be honest I didn't think I'd get in since the school is a bit selective. My concern is that their application process was very intrusive. They asked for several writing samples, including an autobiography. They wanted a lot of personal information that I didn't feel very comfortable sharing...stuff that isn't normally part of a grad school application.

My coach out had no air-con, and a group of French scouts singing ALL the way there.

Coach back was exactly the same one with broken air-con, this time with a screaming baby directly behind me.

Grump.

At least the stuff in between the journeys was good

stupid economy with its stupid not job having.. stupid i say!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE EVERYTHING TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I get up this morning and I feel like I haven't gotten any sleep at all. I finish class and go home I fall out of my car. I go in the house and one of the dogs crapped on my floor. I eat some speghettie-o's and they give me heart burn. I try to take a nap and I fall out of my bed. I go to class come to find out zombie it going to be late. I sit there and sign her in. What does she do? She f**king leaves me in the class by myself because "she got hungry." Big F***ing deal. I was hungry to. This guy doesn't shut up. I come home and my mom made dinner. It is the most disgusting crap I have ever tasted in my life but I'm stuck eating it cuz we don't have anything else. I'm so angry, hurt, and frusterated all at once I want to scream, hit someone and cry all at the same time. Zombie isn't even answering my text I sent her cuz I witchily told her that her bf would of been upset if he knew she skipped for no reason other then she was hungry. Why the hell did she even show up in the first place?

Adventures in job hunting.

From a listing I just checked: "Must be able to work weekends, holidays and evenings until 8PM. "

Um, sure... if you've got a room for me on the premises! How about just a cot in the back room? Jeez!

^^wow thats intense.

One of my co-workers had a funeral today.
THey didn't ask me to go into work for her.
So there is 2 people instead of 3. Yeah that place is the sh!ts.

I went to the doc yesterday and I'm the heaviest i've ever been. I'm really confused. Even though my weight's a lot, I'm still the same size and can fit all of my clothes. I have no idea what's wrong. I don't eat much and I exercise. I'm hoping the lab results can tell me what's wrong.

I'm tired even though I slept...a lot...
I hate my frakkin job & I am tired of feeling worthless when I am there
I don't know what to do with my life anymore
I am tired of living at home & tired of feeling constantly drained.
I am gaining weight out of nowhere & have had no diet changes & exercise a lot
*sigh*
It's going to be another long day...

I have no money. I have no job.

I wasn't thinking and they other day when my friends asked me to go see 9 with them I said I would go because I'm in love with tim burton.

How am I supposed to go if I have no cash?

I can't even afford my own clothes, cigarettes, gas, food, etc.

I'm in one of those moods where I just want to cry

I know self pity does nothing to help anyone, but I can't get out of this rut. I just want to wake up tomorrow and find everything is better and solved. It never is. Everyday for the past few years things just get worse everyday.

There has been that odd little thing that went right but in the big picture more things have gone wrong then right. What am I doing wrong?